Friday, March 28, 2014


When people asked me why I always posts something related to love or feelings on Twitter or Facebook, the answer is very easy. Because I love Love. It is not like I always get hurt or jealous or something like that. I do, got hurt and hurting and that does not stop me to love again. I didn't blame Love as it was one of the most beautiful things that God gave us. Love to Him, family, friends, strangers love, and of course, boy-girl love. 

I posts things related to love not because I wanted to blame the other party aka the Boys or I want people to see that girls are hurted the most by boys. Girls can hurt too, we have to admit it. It's the feelings that I want to express. Maybe on that day I was feeling blue so all those memories will come back to me and I started to type it down or if I got some paper and pen around me, I'll jot it down. Or maybe I was happy and wanted to appreciate something so I posted happy things regarding relationship. It doesn't mean that I always have problems or too much of wanting to be love. It's just something that I love, to talk about Love, to experience Love, to give Love and to share Love. Thus, I'm writing about it. 

Sometimes, it's not a walk in the park when it comes to Love. Occasionally, we went to our seperate ways and just walk there all by ourselves. We can do that, you know, so that we have all the times for ourselves to think. And when we are not willing to give up on Love, just get our way back together. 

Love sometimes can make people give up. That feeling of not wanting to get hurt again, don't want to cry over a guy anymore or etc etc.. For me, just don't blame Love. In fact, there's no one or nothing should be blamed. All of us, including me, can go bananas when we're in love. We can do stupid things, the things that we once swore we won't do. But we can do it. Because of love. If there is anyone who still holds grudges towards their exes, my advise, is to forgive. People will come and go from our live and it is either they are lessons to us or a blessing. Either way, it brings good thing to us. 

So exes, thank you. :) 
For showing me the way to my future ;)

Thursday, March 20, 2014


Bila hati dah rabak, kita pura-pura kita ok. Kita senyum, bagitau orang tiada apa-apa. Sedangkan dalam hati, sakit. Yup, kalau orang cakap sakit hati, literally, hati akan sakit. Tak tau kat orang lain la tapi kalau kat aku, dapat rasa sakit sikit la dada sambil tahan marah atau air mata. No, no one noticed your feelings. 

Janji adalah satu word yang memang power. Kalau kita janji, kita mesti tunaikan. Kalau tak dapat tunaikan, pastikan ada sebab yang betul-betul munasabah. Jangan kita janji lepas tu kita lupa, pura-pura macam janji tu sesuatu yang main buat tapi tak tunaikan. 

"Nanti saya jumpa awak" 

"Awak tunggu kat sana nanti saya datang"

"Kalau awak nak, nanti kita boleh pergi"

"Saya janji saya takkan hilang rasa cinta terhadap awak" 

Humans are good in promising something. But not all good enough to fulfil their promises. 
Bagi kita janji ni macam child's play, kita janji then kita lupa. Macam tu jer. Macam kita main pinky promise dengan kawan time kecik dulu. Without our knowings, ada hati yang sedih kalau janji awak tu tak ditunaikan, even kalau awak dapat tunaikan. Awak fikir maybe ada sebab yang sangat baik bagi awak untuk lupa janji awak tapi sebenarnya sebab tu awak boleh elak, boleh ubah, awak jer yang taknak ubah. 

Bagi aku, kalau benda tu boleh ubah, usahakanlah untuk ubah. Kita tak sedar ada orang tunggu kita ubah, supaya janji dapat ditunaikan. Ala-ala macam janji ditepati. Kalau kita letak 100% hati kita, janji tu kita dapat. Tapi kalau hati 2-3, cara paling selamat, jangan janji apa-apa. 

"Saya janji saya akan sayang awak sampai bila-bila" 

Janji yang cukup sakit.